25th April 2021
he castrated desire with food
The sun is cracked:
Its rays are splintered
In my phone.
You spoke to child-me
In a shimmering quest
For fallen stars.
If i left the goodness
In the fridge, maybe,
Or spelt too many hopes?
Or maybe the squid-fears
Clasped my light to zero
With a gasping, hollow
Clear night?
If i did these things,
Then i am sorry
I was afraid and
Did not know how violent
I could be.